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I Am So Lost at the zenith, where none can reach. Wondering Wanderer What will your reflection think? Who’s imitating who? Who’s emulating who? The Dark and The Light. krad and light(zem) They Found Me commune
Chapters of my life April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 December 2006 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 December 2010 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 |
Sunday, April 23, 2006 The present is nothing, the future is everything. - only if you can survive the present, then can you embark onto the better future; a lifeline, no matter how it cuts your palm the grip will not slack. The present is everything, the future is anything. - what you do now will affect your future, sow a wonderous seed and reap a prosperous bloom; an optimism that seems lost in a disillusioned me. NS, i understand the need, appreciate the means, but cant really accept it. Scars, scarred... They have robbed me of something so cherished yet so tangligible that i often forget, reminded only when it pass me by, awakening this acute ache of loss.... the chance, the choice..... syphoned hatred, harnessed by inefficacy to aleviate this damning drain consuming, tainted. I can defeat this menance in only one way, and that is to outlive it. 567 days left. ....muse faeries, flirting and fleeting, few and far in between... ![]() faerie dust, descends and decides one's domain.... Hmm, well, always wonder and wander in the search of one's unique mode of expression... Do you/I weave with words, notes, visuals or ...?? Friday, April 14, 2006 diary-x's demise brought two years of contemplative thoughts down with it... sigh It is a void once again. In this great chamber of scrolls, shrouded in darkness deepest veil... I holding a lantern, exploring. Step by step i shuffle, the glow piercing the shade. As i light the torches that i came across, sections of this place is slowly revealed. Suddenly, there comes a great gust, flinging torches onto the nearby shelves. A mighty blaze, then darkness swallows all again. A portion of the library may be gone forever, but i must believe that there are still many worthy scrolls waiting for me, and the lantern will burn till i complete my task. Thursday, April 13, 2006 My fingers dance, making music. or Music making my fingers dance. feel like learning to play piano.... Sunday, April 02, 2006 18 years of aspirations interrupted ... entering with exasperation 3 years of arguments boil down to but one conclusion responsibility of males of a nation 2yrs of servitude 2yrs of suffering 2yrs, to salvation Wow, this came out so charged with negativity that it frightens me... Yet indeed, I do loathe this interruption to my life. |