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I Am So Lost at the zenith, where none can reach. Wondering Wanderer What will your reflection think? Who’s imitating who? Who’s emulating who? The Dark and The Light. krad and light(zem) They Found Me commune
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Friday, February 29, 2008 paralysis through analysis.... tsk.. Sunday, February 17, 2008 Friday, February 15, 2008 What to make of this. To play the perfect fool? Or did fate make the perfect fall? What will your reflection think? Who’s imitating who? Who’s emulating who? The Dark and The Light. Thursday, February 14, 2008 The day the angel lost its wings… Sunday, February 10, 2008 Design Log: Why I wanted to modify this game. At one period played quite intensively in camp. Ha, in army, you do things intensively for a period, kinda like a craze. We had pokemon, PSP, scrabble, drama serial crazes for example. Life’s like that. Maybe cos there is time to kill.
CNY is a practice of tradition, same things different year. In the rapid changing world, unchanging tradition is refreshing. Yet unchanging has a shade of boredom. Disconnected. Adrift. Hmm… 1st day, CNy visit to maternal relatives. Interesting, more interaction. Magic of games, though not as exciting as hoped. A stepping stone… A step forward, a progression, finally a move after years of stagnation. More words exchanged in 10min then 10 years... Whereby, in the past, where we only meet once a year, hardly speaks, exchange greetings and bid farewell again. 2nd day paternal relatives. Watched movie played blackjack. Sounds kinda repetitive? But well, learn, try to enjoy… 3rd day, syd bai nian. Alright. Disappointing that some left early… But maybe, each exposure will increase susceptibility and reactivity. Well, quite fun. Though playtest not as ideal… Blackjack and mahjong, quite lucky. Always have this weird concept of manipulating luck flows? Lol. Have this strange intuition that things are not as rosy as it seems. Hidden… Saturday, February 09, 2008 It is so plain in front of me yet I did not notice. The much envied carefree and non political nature is the bane. It is because of this nature that we are not progressing, stagnant. The sense of involvement can only be brought about the assigning of roles and responsibilities. Fierce friendships will be forged even as fierce battles and enemies made. Civil war is necessary for the flames that will scourge the weak and the deviant; to harden/forge* the survivors into a united and powerful force. Do I grief, do I regret; for the loss of innocence, for the countless deaths and the many more to come as it renews itself each cycle...? Oh the price of progress. A slow, stagnant death is not mercy. |