I Am So Lost

zeminith,
at the zenith,
where none can reach.
Wondering Wanderer


What will your reflection think?
Who’s imitating who?
Who’s emulating who?
The Dark and The Light.

krad and light(zem)
z=x


They Found Me


commune


Chapters of my life

March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
December 2006
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
December 2010
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011

Sunday, April 23, 2006

The present is nothing, the future is everything. - only if you can survive the present, then can you embark onto the better future; a lifeline, no matter how it cuts your palm the grip will not slack.

The present is everything, the future is anything. - what you do now will affect your future, sow a wonderous seed and reap a prosperous bloom; an optimism that seems lost in a disillusioned me.

zeminith wondered and wandered @ 6:00 pm | 0 comments?

NS, i understand the need, appreciate the means, but cant really accept it. Scars, scarred...
They have robbed me of something so cherished yet so tangligible that i often forget, reminded only when it pass me by, awakening this acute ache of loss....
the chance, the choice.....
syphoned
hatred, harnessed by inefficacy to aleviate this damning drain
consuming, tainted.
I can defeat this menance in only one way, and that is to outlive it. 567 days left.

zeminith wondered and wandered @ 5:51 pm | 0 comments?

....muse faeries, flirting and fleeting, few and far in between... Smiley


faerie dust, descends and decides one's domain....


Hmm, well, always wonder and wander in the search of one's unique mode of expression...

Do you/I weave with words, notes, visuals or ...??

zeminith wondered and wandered @ 12:16 am | 329 comments?

Friday, April 14, 2006

diary-x's demise brought two years of contemplative thoughts down with it... sigh
It is a void once again.
In this great chamber of scrolls, shrouded in darkness deepest veil...
I holding a lantern, exploring. Step by step i shuffle, the glow piercing the shade. As i light the torches that i came across, sections of this place is slowly revealed. Suddenly, there comes a great gust, flinging torches onto the nearby shelves. A mighty blaze, then darkness swallows all again.
A portion of the library may be gone forever, but i must believe that there are still many worthy scrolls waiting for me, and the lantern will burn till i complete my task.

zeminith wondered and wandered @ 1:28 am | 0 comments?

Thursday, April 13, 2006

My fingers dance, making music.
or
Music making my fingers dance.

feel like learning to play piano....

zeminith wondered and wandered @ 11:17 pm | 0 comments?

Sunday, April 02, 2006

18 years of aspirations
interrupted ...
entering with exasperation

3 years of arguments
boil down to but one conclusion
responsibility of males of a nation

2yrs of servitude
2yrs of suffering
2yrs, to salvation

Wow, this came out so charged with negativity that it frightens me... Yet indeed, I do loathe this interruption to my life.

zeminith wondered and wandered @ 3:38 pm | 0 comments?