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I Am So Lost at the zenith, where none can reach. Wondering Wanderer What will your reflection think? Who’s imitating who? Who’s emulating who? The Dark and The Light. krad and light(zem) They Found Me commune
Chapters of my life April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 December 2006 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 December 2010 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 |
Saturday, March 08, 2008 The release of results. Does one’s fate really hinge on it? Regrets of not studying harder or not playing more? Rationally, regrets and anxiety are useless emotions for the outcome will not be changed by it. Condition one to expect nothing? A blank slate for whatever may fall… And now for the perplexing question. I'm at a loss... To show concern, does one wish the other who is receiving results luck, does one enquire about the results? In a logical sense luck cant help for results release though it may help if the blessing is given prior to the exam. Now the strange feel good factor for doing so. Does the factor exist, does it make a difference, and do friends expect or hope for it? I never asked people for results, unless maybe they asked me first. I fear, or I know that I will be at a loss how to console if they’ve done badly, it is as if I’ve reopened their wound. Better not broach... And in one’s style to hide and lick one wounds, not letting others worry. Maybe in due time, one wouldn’t mind talking about it freely when the emotions subside. On the other hand if it is good, words of congratulations, though have always felt that the words are hollow for some strange reasons. Ways to bypass the awkwardness in one’s playful youth: A light hearted bet on who perform worst. Hey, if you done well, good; if you done badly, you’ve won yourself a treat from a friend, consolation of sorts. Cheers, and a light hearted opportunity to dissolve the tense situation? Ay, and really does it matter, or shall one act like it doesn’t matter? It is a rare gathering of classmates, let’s go have fun together? Ay, in the innocent years, receiving of results simply signifies the start of holidays and the end of the exams. Whatever it is, a new chapter has begun... The story continues... No matter what happens, smile on... ? Dedicated to those dear A level holders after today.... idnwts |
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